Something has changed. Something inside me has changed! I can't help but noticed that a significant part of my character has been altered. Or maybe I'm starting to show my true colours.
This change refers my attitude towards work, towards life, even towards God! Waking up late to church and not really participating in discussions during bible studies.
This change that I'm referring happened gradually and it was only this year it became more apparent. I used to be a 'yes man' and now I'm more comfortable in denying. Deny invitations, deny requests, deny... responsibilties. As I examine myself closely, I have this assumption that I'm becoming more self aware, resulting to me to doubt whatever I'm doing.
"Does it matter?" That's the question I kept asking myself.
I have only one theory: Right now, life's too comfortable for me.
This change refers my attitude towards work, towards life, even towards God! Waking up late to church and not really participating in discussions during bible studies.
This change that I'm referring happened gradually and it was only this year it became more apparent. I used to be a 'yes man' and now I'm more comfortable in denying. Deny invitations, deny requests, deny... responsibilties. As I examine myself closely, I have this assumption that I'm becoming more self aware, resulting to me to doubt whatever I'm doing.
"Does it matter?" That's the question I kept asking myself.
I have only one theory: Right now, life's too comfortable for me.
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