Me and her

She sat next to me. She actually sat next to me! Flashback: The last time we first met was about a day before MYC. It was at church. I remembered her vibrant smile as she realised there was another architecture student of the same year as her. Frankly, I was smiling too. On the day of the conference, I honestly looked for her, trying very hard to remember her likeness. And when I found her, my heart leapt for joy. In my mind, I desperately find excuses to talk. Sadly, at that time, all I did was smile. Then came for the allocation of bible study groups. I was crushed when it turns out she's not in my group. Just when I thought it was a bad day, she was allocated to be in same manuscript study with me! I was excited to spend time with her. To talk to her. Eversince MYC, I always hoped that me and her have something to talk about. Usually, its all about architecture.

Well, me and her share alot in common. The one thing that stands out, is that we're both uncertain about our future in architecture. We both suck at the course and faced the dilemmas of dropping the course. Let me tell you, architecture is no walk in the park.

However, throughout all these dark days. She always light me up with her words. That's what happened today also, she shared her thoughts about life, about how she perceives her course, our course, as just a phase. She kept saying that she no longer she sees herself as the will-be successful architect, but as the faithful daughter of our Lord Jesus Christ. She truly is amazing. I find her beautiful as she places her identity in Christ. May God sustains her and continue remind me, through her, that He is the beholder of my destiny and, ultimately, my identity!